Amelybaby

Damn Disappointed!

2010-11-30T16:12:00.003+08:00

After so long of efforts, finally came to the exam hall saw the exam questions and was not so worry at first. The question I know all but to complete the answer in given time was a problem.. When everyone walked out from the hall, the same sentence you can hear a thousand times

"I couldn't finish" Of course there are many other word you could guess. But everything back to square one eventually.

" I COULDN'T FINISH!!"

When hearing " pls stop writing, time's up!". I shouted in my heart " If I had given half an hour more I would show my masterpiece to impress you that i did my homeworks well"

I wonder was Barack Obama or any economist being asked to present his great ideas on

"The impact of protectionism on balance of trade?",

" The impact of expansionary fiscal policy in recession?" and

" why bretton woods exchange rate system collapse?"

in 90 MINUTES!

I mean in writing form.

If given verbally anyone who has approached economics before would have no problem at all.

Even if he were asked to present verbally, i'm afraid his back-end ministry will spend no one knows how many meetings to produce a most convincing speech.

I have nothing to blame but wish to have had a printer instead of my hands connected to my brain and printed out the knowledge that I know.

Well, I doubted too one who set the question have ever tried to complete within a given time. Of course he/she expected to produce a masterpiece which contains 12 pages

I assume he/she must be pro at it already.

I mean this is economic essay question not any mathematical problem solving, why should us being force to speed on the questions???

You need time to analyse the problem,

understand the question including the key words so that you won't go out of the questions.

and The most important is we need time to organize our relevant answers!

We are not computers which can transform data into info and well-organize it in a proper sequence.

2010-11-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

这种感觉又回来了可是这次是换你给的

隔了四个月眼泪还会流只不过是对象不一样而已

2010-11-08T19:23:00.002+08:00

To whom it is concerned:

Please do not act like you really know me and go around to talk about me. I have not talked to you like for centuries but u can always go update about me to whomever you see.. Thank you but no thanks. I don't need publicity from you. I skip class but so??? Its none of your business. Go check my academic result before you can start to comment! Its second upper class OK! Far way better than you poor thing who fail and need to retake again =s. Please save up yr saliva and open up your ears to hear what people say about you. Oh Gosh! You have already created enough bad name for yourself and please stop adding up onto it. Yea. You are pretty I agree but when you bitch around you are just like a bitch!

You r not rich but its really okay, no one gonna look down on you but please don't boast around that you can really afford luxury goods (I'm not saying counterfeited goods.) However I'm still pity you that no true friends attached to you for long. Its time for you to find out why. You are such a freak and psycho!

2010-11-03T08:13:00.002+08:00

"Guys may always want a perfect gf but they did not realize that they are not the perfect bf as well"

Silly Us

2010-10-28T11:39:00.003+08:00

Silly Conversation:

Silly

2010-10-19T17:01:00.003+08:00

I'm wearing the necklace u gave though it is so unmatchable with my clothing today..

I hug the bear you gave me while I asleep because I'm too miss you..

I smile every each time u replied my message..

I smile deeply inside each time u plan for our future seriously because it makes me feel you are so serious to me...

I'm just simply too missing you..

Muakssss

2010-10-19T16:56:00.001+08:00

我先在很想念我的比比。。。

可是又要做功课。。

sobs sobs..

我上来 “ 嗮命” 啦

2010-08-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

大家好啊我终于都上左来啦 ( I'm trying to type cantonese)

算了吧还是用华语咯

我最近过得超开心的很充实

每一样事情都很顺利

我都说咯我一辈子的悲伤已经用完了

接下来是迎接美好的事情（威宇说的）呵呵

现在我家很温馨呢

每天三餐有我亲爱的爷爷准备

每晚有亲爱的姑姑叮咛我早睡载我上班下班

每一天我奶奶不忘了问我还不吃饭吗？

零用钱还没花完之前爸爸就会塞钱在的抽屉

最近又多了个哥哥都很关心我 Starbucks Satu!哈哈

还有一群很 sweet 的台湾朋友

真的很谢谢 Saq 的提早的生日礼物是 Helllo Kitty I-phone case 还有bling bling

还有一些台湾小食

威宇从 genting带回来的新鲜空气不过不好意思空气不小心跑出来了 >.<

哈哈对！我真的在嗮命！

除此之外呢，我还多了个干爹

他教会了我孝顺有多重要也学会了什么是福报

他从前问过我物质上的东西我几乎都有但是当他问了我一句 “你开心吗？”

我竟然呆了几秒摇摇头

过后当我失去一些物质上的东西时

他又在问我 “你现在是不是过的很开心呢？”

我想都不想地回答说 “是”

我是失去了一些人们追求的物品但是我的收获可是金钱都买不到的

只不过是一辆 Volkswagen Beettle 和一粒 I-Phone 而已还有我的长发 T.T

其实一切都如愿以偿

哈哈

还有还有某天看到了失讯的姐姐原来她真的长得很像我

也得知了妹妹的近况

一切的起伏真的很大之前的打击和现在感到幸福真的很大对比

上个星期做了一份很棒的工作

每天都在 fight target.. 至少好过些闷到要死的工作

认识两位和我一样很疯的朋友～ Catherine 和 Win win

真是相识恨晚咯

我们三个就疯到可以一点都不顾形象

最恐怖是 cat 把她头发全部往前面放还吓坏了路过的人

还有 win win Htet YEE a.k.a "hao bao" 哈哈

（因为我和cat名字后面都有个yee 所以我也帮她取了新名字）

因为她尽然在我前面哭了三次我还欺负她要她哭快点

哈哈我很坏

很不错的是

几乎每天 “the Vampire Pig” 都会来陪我吃饭哈哈

每次故意都不说回来然后突然出现 (被吓到的表情+ 开心到笑的表情）

哈哈我朋友说那个 “他” 真的被取代了

其是他突然的消失真的不是一件坏事

两个月的时间就可以把他彻底的忘掉

想想回头当时的我真的很傻很笨（NONO 骂的对）

那天我给了自己个小考验结果证明了我那种感觉果然消失了

但是那个痛的感觉我不会忘记

简说呢 Life is perfect now~~ <3

哈哈本来想要 upload 照片的

不过我很懒惰明天吧！！

再见咯！！

^^

2010-07-16T21:35:00.005+08:00

All I want to say is thank you.. really.

You help me a lot in going through my tough time.

Without you, it could be so much bitter.

I thought it would be hard for me to forget about him.

but it was not so.

He left me memories that I will never ever regret.

Because it is the truth finally uncovered after so many years that I was stupidly believe in it.

Again, I want to say..

..Thank you..

Random

2010-07-13T18:09:00.002+08:00

For the first time in my life i want to stay far far away from you.

From that day onwards I am scared to see anything that connecting to you.

I never thought of you are that bad.

Seriously I learnt a lesson that do not judge a book by its cover.

If i could i dun want to see your face anymore.

When the sun rises, reality sets in

2010-07-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

我这辈子的眼泪应该在这其间都流完了

这辈子的悲伤一次过用完了

我在写这日记时心情很复杂

手在抖泪也只流了泪两滴

我想应该都结束了

心还感觉麻麻的

脑还感觉空空的

眼前空白了

嘴都合不上了

被耍了的滋味原来是这样的

Its Holiday!!

2010-07-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

It has been a week already my most waited holiday started!!

Every day go out early in the morning and come back at night..

Though its freaking tired, somehow I am enjoying the feeling of being busy.

Because my mind is occupied and i dun have time to think of others.

I wanted so much to update my blog everyday but my tiredness does not allow me and my bed

seducing me..

Its a short update from me. now im gonna jump onto my bed and sleep.

Tomorrow is another busy day. Gotta be in college at 8:30am.

Good Bye!!

Thanks for visiting..

~~~~EnD~~~

You r sorry

2010-06-26T19:40:00.004+08:00

Guess What? I'm dying! God damn stress now.. any cigarette , drugs or whatever? I'm the hell

need them now..

arghhhh..

I regret started my degree so early.I should have enough fun first wandering around our beautiful

planet.

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You said sorry. I'm not sure how much it gonna help on healing my wound. However I'm still

sturdy enough to say its okie. Again tears dropped down.. I told my self its better than u did not

say it. At least it brings a conclusion to the ending. Every story needs an ending no matter how ugly

it is and that's going to be the point of starting another story.

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My BFF asked me why didn't you ask him WHY? Because I don't wanna destroy the last good

impression on both us. Its enough of embarrassment that I have created. Why not just leave it

that way?

If I deserve to know I will get to know

one day. Its not important now because knowing it won't bring changes to what had

happened.

~ the END~

0626

2010-06-26T01:24:00.005+08:00

Watched IP man just now..

aiks.. no mood to study leh.

Thurday, Sunny Day

2010-06-24T13:17:00.002+08:00

I can't find any words to describe my feelings now.

Its empty.

The emptiness really scare me off.

I still doing the same things everyday.

My tears drop down finally.

After two days being mistaken that I felt better.

Hopefully this is the last tears that I drop because of you.

I miss Ms Amely so much...

终点

2010-06-23T08:51:00.002+08:00

一切都画上了句号了

我也不会在难过了

因为知道了真相

原来是这样

想回一切都很 make sense

我要的就是这么简单

感觉蛮好的

要考试了下个星期三就考了

要做最后的努力了

不可以在浪费时间在猜测了

事实就摆在眼前

这也是我最后一次在写华语了

以前从来都没有酱勤力过

你好吗？

2010-06-21T20:05:00.002+08:00

你最近还好吗？

已经好久没看到你了

偶尔我还会番番以前的的信息来看

真的好怀念

如果面子书有 history save 那该多好啊

可怜的我要找回你的回忆有多难

虽然我到先在都不知道什么原因你会突然这样

那是我为一的遗憾

也是让我不时回头的里由

我在想做回朋友倒可以吧

可是你好像连朋友也不想

我说过只听你口中说出的话

先在他们说的我都半信半疑

也许他们为了顾我的感受吧

就算多惨忍的真相我也要知道

好让我死心嘛

从没想过你会给我带来那么大的影想力

我尝试了不想你了

分散我的注意力

但是不管我走多远总感觉好像都回到了原点

距离越远我就越难过

我想信你应该不是那种人

你有你的原因你的事业

我祝福你希望你能完成你的梦想

Only for my readers.. =P

2010-06-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

Without make up! exposed liao.. This is to scare away my stalkers .LOL

My lovely a month old cousin! muackz.. Che che loves you

不药而愈

2010-06-13T06:03:00.000+08:00

等你等到了冬季

雪飘进了我眼里

我试图去寻找爱情

和我们之间的关系

套上了你的毛衣

心更加冻结成冰

如果我先放弃爱情

我的痛会不会变得不药而愈

看伤心不能痊愈

我始终相信爱你的勇气

明明说好是两个人一起去的旅行

怎么剩下我一个人欣赏孤景

看伤心慢慢痊愈

我会好好地安慰我自己

宁愿相信你只是突然改变了决定

去了另一个美丽城市也等着我入境

套上了你的毛衣

心更加冻结成冰

如果我先放弃爱情

我的痛会不会变得不药而愈

看伤心不能痊愈

我始终相信爱你的勇气

明明说好是两个人一起去的旅行

怎么剩下我一个人欣赏孤景

看伤心慢慢痊愈

我会好好地安慰我自己

宁愿相信你只是突然改变了决定

去了另一个美丽城市也等着我入境

看伤心不能痊愈

我始终相信爱你的勇气

明明说好是两个人一起去的旅行

怎么剩下我一个人欣赏孤景

看伤心慢慢痊愈

我会好好地安慰我自己

宁愿相信你只是突然改变了决定

去了另一个美丽城市也等着我入境

雨不停

2010-06-11T20:21:00.002+08:00

雨不停

詞:思涵csha/謝宥慧曲:思涵csha

窗外下著雨敲打著冰冷空氣

就像你我之間早已全都沒有關係

心冷頭暈手很冰渴望被溫暖握緊

但我繼續假裝假裝我不在意

誰說是錯的時間錯的空間那不是絕對

我不想去管去猜能不能愛了就不後悔

我一直愛著過去愛著你

而我的淚就好像雨從不會停

不想要再去壓抑我的心

那些曾經我選擇相信

我一直愛著過去愛著你

而我的淚就好像雨從不會停

不想要再去壓抑就算回憶繼續撕裂我的心

用盡力氣也無法喘息

傾盆大雨永遠不會停

Regret

2010-06-10T19:44:00.002+08:00

Regret of what I had done..

I spoil everything.

But there is no way of turning back.

Impossible by Shontelle.

2010-06-10T06:57:00.001+08:00

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did

And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof top

Write it on the sky love

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love is worst

Empty promises will wear

I know (i know)

And know when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof top

Write it on the sky love

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof top

Write it on the sky love

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy (i was happy)

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did

Today

2010-06-09T09:14:00.002+08:00

Today will be a good day as i decided to forget about him.

Everyone says why should i care so much about some one who does not even about you.

I have tons of better things to do.

Assignments due soon and exams are just around the corner.

A lot more to be worried.

I'm not going to create some more problems for myself now.

Its okay. No big Deal!

I deserve a better one..

。。。

2010-06-08T12:11:00.002+08:00

就连一个给我放弃的答案你也不想给

我就那么不值得你花几分钟时间来回我信息吗？

在我想放弃你的时候为什么你要跟我说你对我有超过朋友的感觉呢？

这样你得到什么？你开心吗？

如果能册除你在我脑里我一定会做

无聊的今天

2010-05-29T11:40:00.002+08:00

今天是星期六

应该是去参加学校保龄球的

可是爸爸说我每次故意把星期六早上搞到忙忙的

就不用参加法会了好冤枉哦

最近他心情超坏的他说什么我都静静听

就算我是无辜的我也只好说对不起

因为我知道在这时候我说什么都没用

坏不成把他弄得更生气

希望有一天他会明白我的苦衷吧

你一定在想我今天怎么写华语啦

哈哈没什么只是最近有常用而且很好表达心声

我啊最近可遇到难题了

从来都没有酱对过我有点难过

等待信息的感觉原来是那么凄惨的

时不时都看看点话

可能是报应吧我整天都不回人家信息

终于轮到我好受了

先在我什么都平常心看待了

心上多年的包袱在两个月被解开了

是搞到全不人都很不开心

但我怎么觉得松了口气呢

是我不够成熟我成忍

我早就因该大胆站出来说

我却不敢担心的事情太多了

我担心事情是发生了我躲也躲不开

只好勇敢的面对大家的指责

很感动地也有人会站在我立场为我说出我的苦衷

虽然只有说的人和我自己懂听的人都听不进去

但我已经很安慰了

路还是要走下去从小体会的东西都比一番人多

也许是这样自己也学会了自我保护自私点把自己关起来

好啦越说越多今天就这样好啦

好对不起那些不会看华语的读者们

886 ^^ (哈哈最近还学会了这个）

...

2010-05-19T08:38:00.001+08:00

*sorry the previous post is deleted by me. Due to some personal reasons.

Nian Chu Er

2010-02-26T00:43:00.004+08:00

Cousins Day. Cousins are those childhood playmates who grow up to be forever friends.

These photos existed because we were just simply too bored. lol

Aimullah a.k.a Boboy & Amely

Dyana a.k.a. yan yan on the right.

You should know how many times we tried to get this.

"American Next top Model" wannabe?

Kiss the Wall.

My relative who is named Joel. A half Germany and Half Chinese.

Love him.

Waiting very hard for the day to see him again.

(He stays in Austria =/)

Moments to have fun.

2010-02-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

Just play. Have fun. Enjoy the game.

Pretending*

“Smile, it is the key that fits the lock of everybody's heart.”

My sunglasses are too dazzled for the eyes. lol.

*Pink is just perfect for my money.

Iphone might not make the best photos but its the best phone by itself.

~End~

Shocking photos.

2010-02-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hmm..

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What kinda photo you think i am gonna show you?

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Evil smile~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Hmm..

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What is it? shhyyy

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Is really too bad to expose them..

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It is some of the baby photos that i found from my grandma's closet.

Guess who is this? You will never get the right answer!

If you got it right, i owe you a lunch!

(The offer is only open for non-sibling and non-relative)

Good luck!

The same baby as above.

Who's the lady in the pic? =)

Guess this one too if you feel free..

the Busy days

2010-02-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

Many of you have asked me why am i so busy on this holiday.

Besides working, I gave a hand to help out in the college for the celebration of "Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year"

The activities are including: baking cookies, visit the old folk home(silver jubilee), collecting "love msg or wishes from the students, taking order for cupcakes and many more.

Here are photos to give you a better picture of it:

lovessss...

Chooi Wen in the pic. =)

Dr Khoo on left and Mr Tony on the right.

Tah dah..

2010-02-17T00:55:00.010+08:00

Is the Miss Blogger again..

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It has been a very long time i have never visited my blog.

and so i feel guilty now for taking busy as my lazy excuses.

I guess its not me alone who feels in this way.

Sometimes you just cant remember what you want to write and until you sit in front of computer you just simply lost your mind track.

Like me now dont even sure what i am going to write next.

so pls forgive me if i am wasting your precious time here. =)

*Okie. I heard you. No more bla bla bla.. lol..

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Here are some some of the photos taken during a buffet dinner in

E&O hotel with some relatives.

Yummy yummy.. the most thing that i ate alot during the day.

Ivan and Shelene

Oh.. i am hungry actually right now and that's why

you see so many deserts on the screen.

Me and Sherlene

This little girl, Germaine showed off her posing skills

at once she noticed that the camera was

targeting on her.

She was too quick for me to capture nicely.

She was born with this gift as no one ever taught her that way.. lol.

Adorable.. (Germaine on left and Euness on the right)

(I hope you like this entry)

~The end~

Hello Kitty Perfumes

2010-01-09T18:47:00.002+08:00

so far i only see them in airport but they don't really smell good to me =/

My new properties.

2010-01-09T18:17:00.008+08:00

Hello Kitty Lamp

Lip Spa

(bought it after my lip treatment lipstick broken into two during trial Orientation game punishment)

Hello Kitty mouse pad

Tigi Bed head

Intimate pantyliner

Hello Kitty Lip's Candy

Bowl Hunger

Kelloge's cereal

Hello Kitty cookies

Great cousin, Cool outing.

2009-12-24T00:24:00.004+08:00

Had a great outing today with all my cousins, aunt and bro. We had a very nice lunch in gurney and not forget to say a big THANK YOu to my beloved aunt who treated us. We went to many pressie shops and really have fun among ourselves. Toy' r us made us felt that we were back into our kid time again. Every single toy we touched and played. Visited my favorite place in Parkson - the Hello Kitty corner just to look around. (too expensive to buy but satisfied still after looking and touching =/)

Be back soon.
Amely

Picture of the Day (but not today)

2009-12-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

A no extraordinary Tuesday

2009-12-22T12:11:00.004+08:00

Today i planned to stay at home do some preparations for the speech at Disted Orientation Day. And also try to find some boutique modeling pictures because i will be helping my friend in her clothing photoshoot. Maybe will have to do some shoppings later for some faky eye lashes and lenses. I may not able to take good photos without them. Besides that, i think i have to cut down my daily foods and try to slim down as fast as possible. No choice but you will look fatter in front of the camera even though you think you are thin enough, at least 60 % wider. No kidding.

Currently I think I really desperate for a part time job. Too bored of doing nothing everyday. Any job will do.

I am BACK!

2009-12-06T14:21:00.009+08:00

I am sorry that was too lazy to update my blog. Was busy catch up with some dvds and college activities.

Watched New Moon and the hell love it. The novel was too bored because the author bla a lot about how Bella's suffering when Edward left her and the interesting parts were queued up behind. So lucky to say that the director of New Moon cut short the unnecessary parts and make the movie well above what the readers expected. Thumb UP.

Actually my holidays started during the study break, I went out many times to gurney for movies and had fun playing the games there. Totally lost my study mood during that time. No matter how hard I played I still try my best for my very last final exam.

So lucky that the papers were not so tough like what the lecturers told us. Or the other way meaning that we had worked very hard so that's why we felt easy.. haha.

Okay.. Save up all my typing energy, let's the photos talk the rest. =)

went to sis karen boutique again..

trying out the clothes

hehe.. tried some weird post.

before exam.

my favourite. Milk tea + extra zhen zhu

Kitty boxes from big to small.

Zel and me. before exam.

Amely and the marshmallow.

Acted cute.. hehe

My property! helps to de-stress durind study break.

Princessy

During Revision..

My very last presentation in DBS.

Addicted to Blogger

2009-11-15T19:35:00.007+08:00

I am suppose to do my revision now but instead you know what i am now doing.. sigh. Suffering pain in my tummy for almost half a day already.

Today went out early in the morning to SP thought that there will something that i expected but no.

When i was "hovering" around the photos in my phone found something quite interesting and decided to share with you guys.

Taken this some times ago in Times Square Roti BAkar :-

Love this! Using front camera so the outcome was a bit blur.

Electric Shock?! I know not..

Photo taken by two yrs old girl, Germaine. She's talented

Of course this was taken by me.. aha.. My funny face.

She was brainstorming!

Let's Get wet! hehe

I dressed her up in the way she demanded.. C.U.T.E!!!

I know you want this ! the update

2009-11-14T18:44:00.006+08:00

okie.. I know I am not a good blogger who always lazy to write more about herself. Sorry to all my precious readers. Please continue visiting my blog. There will be tons of updates after this. =)

Many things have happened within the period that i have left my blog abandoned here. Happy and unhappy as usual.. This is life that everyone has to gone through. Will get in details when i have finish my final exam. Really cannot wait for my long long holidays.. planned to do a lot of things.

As usual cam whoring is my all time favorite, so i am gonna upload some of them here. Treat it as reward to all my loyalty readers. Muacks ..

Don't afraid, not a ghost in the picture.

Commercial failure.. ahah

The usual face, i know u sick of seeing this =P

I just simply like this photo though it looks a little bit weird..

Babe Germaine with her super seized lollipop ! See she's so cute and not forget to say she's extremely brilliant!

I don't what's wrong with blogger no.. It does not allow me to arrange my photos uploaded in my preferred sequence. =/

A sad Sunday

2009-10-04T10:44:00.003+08:00

Woke up by a call just now. It was my dad. He said Mr Boey (our guan3 jia1) had just passed away in the midnight because of heart attack. It really affects my mood,i sat up and cried after knowing the news. Although I am not that close to him, his death really makes me feel sad. Because he treated us so well. He used to come early in the morning and evening to clean Zango and fed him. No wonder this morning i did not hear his coming. Never expect this. Also, yesterday he called people to repair my washroom. He does everything that matters with my house. Now... No more already. I felt really guilty for scolding my dad in my heart because he paid for his heart operation fees which costs more than 10k last month. My dad took care of him like his own relative because Mr Boey's son never want to bother about him. I really pity my dad because many of his friends passed away in recent years and he has to manage their funerals. Now daddy rushing back from terengganu even though he just drove there last night.

Rest in peace, Mr.Boey.

Saturday

2009-10-03T20:10:00.007+08:00

My every Saturday activities are mostly routinize. Woke up in the morning had some TV shows and Breakfast or Brunch. Then do my english tuition works. Tuition at 3pm. Either the Miss Eliza come to my house or i go to her house. After tuition, go pick up laundry in Bukit Jambul which take a long travel time plus traffic jam sometimes. Reach home and play with my dogs. Especially today bathe my Alsatian~ Zango, tiring but fun because he seems to know what i am saying. After that, update my blog or had something to eat, omelet usually. Then rest awhile and go for dinner or out with friends. =)

Her love ones

2009-10-01T22:33:00.005+08:00

My books don't smell like foods... *.*

>>>> ~~~~~I am from planet Mars!!! =@~~~~<<<

I know you like me.. hehe

Lol...

My babe, My love

ahaz... Good shot! Good Shot!

Muakzz..

Her all time hobby... =P

2009-09-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

Before going out for dinner, I managed to play with my long left behind camera for few minutes. HeHe

That is it~~~

Prom Pictures

2009-09-29T23:39:00.001+08:00

cant get over with it.

2009-09-27T17:50:00.003+08:00

I am counting on how much you can actually hurt me.
If this is what you want, you win.

speechless

2009-09-24T01:23:00.003+08:00

The tears are the only thing that make me feel warm now.

I know it will stop as soon as i woke up from this silly sadness.

the problem is hidden deep inside as no one is obliged to know.

It cant be solved unless I am sturdy enough to face it.

but too bad i am not.

Received advices that seems to be easy but actually it is as hard as killing myself.

It has been years I forced myself to bear with it and hopes it going to be soon ended.

Unfortunately, the ending that I thought, is actually another starting point that I got to deal with it again and again.

*You don't need to understand these. Seriously, it is just some rubbish that you don't need to force yourself to digest through.

Nothing. Just some pictures.

2009-09-22T17:55:00.010+08:00

So sien..

Bad Girl

2009-09-21T18:17:00.002+08:00

I guess you know I'm Bad (bad)
[I got a problem]

Shopaholic is what they call 'em
my addiction, my prescription
Gimme shoes and give me bags
how much you want I need 'em bad

All them girls be checking my bags
why they be bittin' my swag
I guess you know I'm Bad (Bad)

What a bad little girl I am (I got a problem) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am (I need you to solve it) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
Bad bad bad bad bad
What a bad little girl I am (I got a problem) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am (I need you to solve it) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
Bad bad bad bad bad

Need no bargain, need no sale
I want the best, I dress me well
Love Cavalli dipped in Versace
Chick ain't cheap and everybody knows

All them girls be checking my bags
why they be bittin’ my swag
I guess you know I'm Bad (Bad)

What a bad little girl I am (I got a problem) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am (I need you to solve it) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
bad bad bad bad bad
What a bad little girl I am (I got a problem) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am (I need you to solve it) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
bad bad bad bad bad

She a bad girl, a real shopaholic,
She buying everything up man I can't call it,
And she a walking store, I'm talking bout her clothes,
I just pause, I'm in awe, cuz she a fashion show,
Real Louis bags and breathe gucci,
Got a wardrobe like she's staring in a movie,
And she ain't even famous but she got her own groupies,
She got her own groupies,
She got her own groupies,

What a bad little girl I am (I got a problem) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am (I need you to solve it) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
bad bad bad bad bad
What a bad little girl I am (I got a problem) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am (I need you to solve it) (bad bad)
What a bad little girl I am
bad bad bad bad bad

The Prom Queen candidates

2009-09-16T19:59:00.002+08:00

the Prom

2009-09-16T09:05:00.007+08:00

the Prom. well.. It is really under my expectation, though my expectation was not high at all. I knew it would not be something happening but this is really called disappointing. During the night, I don't get my food because the trays were all emptied when I was there. The food there really can be comparison to our cafeteria's foods. However, the deserts was not so disappointing. ~Luckily I managed to get a few pieces of it.

During the Mr Romeo & Miss Juliet, I was chosen by the committee to become one of the candidates. ( Many Disted pretty girls din attended the party and guess that is why I was chosen. lol )
Ya I know I did super badly in Q&A. I considered it was the biggest joke ever. I was too idiot to answer the most simplest question in the world. My brain never functions or even cooperate with me at the normal rate in such situation or maybe any part of my brain has shut off caused of my silly nervousness.. =( This incident has been bothering me ever since that that "happening" night. (Almost become insomnia cause of that)

Miss Eliza: padan muka, so ignorant as though like u don't know what's the meaning of celeb and host. T.T (my upsetting level flew high up like it gonna burst in tears)

Q&A section

lol.. cute.

Taken by Juniors =)

Congrate to the Miss Juliet and Mr Romeo =)

Amely and Terry, my expression showed that I was down and bored.

The balloons do not cheer up much

Amely and Jessisca =)

The stage

Jes, Sharon?, Amely

hehe.. My eyes were closed

Amely, Hangen, Jes and Justina

The three ladies in white. =)

Jes and Amely

Hangen and Amely

Most people went to Mois after the prom and met their friends who din go to the prom~ ~ ~ din go cause im not feeling well.. However it is still not a good idea for me.

the end.. tata..

*Amely*

Disagree

2009-09-11T12:35:00.002+08:00

NO. I am so disagree with it. Obviously she is so wrong that she considered that as good, maybe even herself also could not do it. Its okie, I will treat it as a challenge and do my best on the next coming opportunity to prove that you are 100% wrong.

Watched This...

2009-09-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

The Unbelievable

one word to say ------ wow..

The Hello Kitty motorcycle

2009-09-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

Updates??

2009-09-09T19:50:00.001+08:00

Prinsessy and Murmurphy... hehe

Plan to buy this dress for prom but too loose already. =/

Be on you

2009-09-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

Oooh oooooh oooh yeah yeahh yeahhh
I said excuse me mama if I mayy,
Take this thought and send it your way,
And if you don't like that,
Then just send it right back,
But I just gotta say,

I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)

It's been 5 months 12 days now that you're gone
Fantasize of alive of you all night long,
Got my best in groove hope you love that song
Baby girl I'm so sorry for the turn I've gone
Everytime you don't listen to me, press play
I know you feelin the heat
I like to see you everyday,
But you skippin my calls
If you think about me, answer me,
I'm a kiss through the phone
So many shit that you don't know
I swear I wanna be your man
Alot of niggas is creepin
But I'm your number one fan
Damn, you don't understand
It's like I find a million dollars
Diamond in a desert full of sand,

I said excuse me mama if I mayy,
Take this thought and send it your way,
And if you don't like that,
Then just send it right back,
But I just gotta say,

I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)

I know money can't buy love
So I stole the stars for you
The stars is guarding you
Maybe because I'm loving you
I know money can't buy love
So I stole the stars for you
The stars is guarding you
Maybe because I'm loving you
I will be your friend
And I will be your lover
I will stastify you in any way
But that's under cover
Just like need for speed
In the six years
Always slow down like
Pabby features in here
I've got to stop dreaming
I know you far away
It is the smell of your perfume
That haunts me all the day
But if you lose your love
You don't care about the what's and fame
I want you back that's why I'm singing to the stars today

I said excuse me mama if I mayy,
Take this thought and send it your way,
And if you don't like that,
Then just send it right back,
But I just gotta say,

I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)

Hey, let's go let's go let's go yeah girl
Let's go let's go let's go uhh huh
Let's go let's go let's go oh yeah
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Let's go let's go let's go yeah girls
Let's go let's go let's go oh yeah
Let's go let's go let's go uhh huh
I just wanna be
I just wanna be

I said excuse me mama if I mayy,
Take this thought and send it your way,
And if you don't like that,
Then just send it right back,
But I just gotta say,

I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)

I said excuse me mama if I mayy,
Take this thought and send it your way,
And if you don't like that,
Then just send it right back,
But I just gotta say,

I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)
I wanna be on you, (on you on you)

I said I wanna be on you, be on youu

Busy

2009-09-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

Sorry to all my precious readers that I will not update my blog so often nowadays and will be quite busy till the end of this year.

Here are some of the random photos that i found from my laptop that had taken from time to time. =)

The light OXO cafe .

Hello Kitty to put salt and pepper. Cute but expensive. It was found at Gurney Parkson.

Colourful cakes at Tesco

Just ignore the wrong typing word~ "mornig" and suppose to be morning.

Love this ..

end.

Mac Hello Kitty

2009-09-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

hmm. Can't afford to have all these... =/

Arghh..

2009-09-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

ohh Noooo..

Dam Dee Dam Dee Dam Dam

2009-09-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

In adventist now because gotta accompany my granma who has just finished an eye operation in the morning. Since I've nothing to do so I decided to update my blog. Stayed here for two nights already. My aunt said enjoy my night in "six stars hotel" =/.

Visited Zel's blog for kitty lover.. wow, It was amazing.. Great work and keep updating.. =)

For hello kitty freak like me>>>>>> http://hazelhellokitty.blogspot.com

my love..

Merdeka Day

2009-08-31T00:28:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Malaysia. You're 52 year young. lol..
One thing I love about Merdeka is holiday.. Woo hoo..
=/

It hurts

2009-08-30T18:04:00.001+08:00

I saw something that I should not have seen. Again, I saw it with my eyes. It happens again and again. Thought that there are some hopes but it is spoiled now.

Right click and delete. If possible I want to delete it from my head. The Saturday night will not be interesting to me anymore. I regretted.

U think the plaster itself is able to heal the wound?..No

Tired

2009-08-29T23:46:00.003+08:00

Tired...... Tired....... Tired........ Tired.......... is what I want to say. I wish that I am the one who sick.

Decided to go to the Prom because this is my last year in DBS.

But ... but... but... I am already broke for this moment. After paying for the ticket, I really don't feel want to buy a new dress for the prom. =(

Also, feel sad that many of my friends are not going. Really hope that the party is worth for my money.

Have not you watched this movie?

Updates

2009-08-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

The Scholarship Ceremony: Ee-Lyn, Terry and Amely.

Murphy, Amely and Princess.

Sooo... CUTE>>

Before the party started..

2009-08-22T18:32:00.001+08:00

MOIS

2009-08-21T20:00:00.008+08:00

Went out again on the ladies night with the same group of friends. The place was really really crowded. After spending some time in the club, we all decided to go out to breathe some fresh air. In the mean time, we took out the camera and have some fun. Did a lot of silly things with a half past six photographer.. lol.. Let's the photos speak on my behalf. ^*

The very first photo that we had taken.
I remember I touched him when the first time I saw him in gurney drive and was thinking he was a mannequin covered with silicon.I only realized he was a human when I saw his moving ear.. U can imagine my response!..what the..

No idea who took this.

Amely, Yang and Zel

We were in a "pondok telefon"... lol..sweet hazel..

Taken by zel. a nice one.

Group photo =)

A silly pose requested by me.. lol

B'day Updates

2009-08-19T18:00:00.002+08:00

In the morning when I entered the class, Fion passed me a present. During the break time, I couldn't stand the curiousness and quickly opened the present. It was an "award" given by a few of my classmates. They are including Jesyca, Fion, Mooi, Khoon, Alastair, Mun, and Fern. (Forgive me if I've missed out yr name) I added some diamonds on it to make it more stunning.. =)

After classes ended I went to Komtar planned to get my hair wash and blow. Then Lyn brought me some presents with a nice HK ribbon clip on top of one of the present.

A dimmed lamp powered by solar system. You can switch it to blue or orange colour and it shall give you brightness for many hours.

Zel gave me these on17th . I opened it soon after i reached home without waiting for the right time. I told Zel it is like a Santa's present box coz unlimited items inside.lol

Karen, sis bought me a cake. Chocolate cheese Belgium. yummy yummy.. I made a wish and blow one of the candles and let my cutie cousin, Germaine blow the other one. I should take a photo of the scene.. =/

It contai n s:

A Fossil watch

A pair of Hello Kitty shoes

A Hello Kitty pyjamas

Before going out for the dinner, I got this from Cindy. Another Santa's box.

Took a photo when we were in the City Bayview's washroom.

In the lobby. We had a simple dinner in the revolving restaurant coz the buffet finished already when we reached there. =/ Suppose there are more photos but it couldn't be retrieved coz Zel's mmc was corrupted.

Mel, Amely's very best friend since primary school gave me a set of Hello Kitty car carpets 2 weeks ago as a present. So she's the first one giving me present. Feel so "sim tia" whenever I want to enter my car coz I have to step on it. Until now I still thinking should take them out from my car.. T.T

A swaroski necklace as a present from daddy.

A birthday card from my cousins in Johor..

Last but least, I want to say thank you to everyone that gave me a memorable birthday and really really appreciate the presents..

Happy Birthday To me

2009-08-18T00:02:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to me... Happy Birthday to me... I am turning to Twenty... =/

More updates are up on tomorrow..

A bored night out

2009-08-16T10:37:00.002+08:00

Last night I went to FAME with some friends and saw pc and keh kia there.Surprisingly the place was very bored. People rarely dance but they smoked and talked on top of their voice... Imagine it that until my eyes couldn't open because of damn smokes. Now I understand why I hate smokers so much. My god.. such a suffer when i was in there. Eventually we went out without finish up the beers and swore that we will never spend any single cent at there.

huhhhhhhh..

2009-08-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

Everything is settled now. No more headache. The best thing is i have my friend back. Feel so happy that we talked and at the same time we took off our masks.

Today went to watch G.I Joe with some friends. The show was quite nice, really like the plot and everything. Regret that i did not pay full attention on the show.

Te amo

2009-08-10T15:05:00.005+08:00

Te amo, te amo
She says to me, I hear the pain in her voice
Then we danced underneath the candelabra she takes the lead
Thats when i saw it in her eyes its over

Chorus
Then she says te amo then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries Te amo i told her im not gonna run away but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Dont it mean I love you

Te amo, te amo, shes scared to breathe
I hold her hand, i got no choice uhh
Pull me out on the beach, danced in the water, i start to leave
Shes begging me and asking why its over

Chorus
Then she says te amo then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries Te amo i told her im not gonna run away, but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you

Then she says te amo then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries Te amo i told her im not gonna run away but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Dont it mean I love you
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means i love you

more more photos of my new look

2009-08-10T03:39:00.011+08:00

superb funny.. =0

Just some random photos

2009-08-09T17:07:00.006+08:00

My love Mac Hello Kitty Dreamlike Shooting Star Powder cake

My fav ey eliner

My best hair care

My babe boy (i still have not name him, any idea?)

new hair style

2009-08-08T03:29:00.001+08:00

Sleepless night

2009-08-07T09:12:00.002+08:00

Another sleepless night. My brain did want to rest. The scene of getting my hair perm and getting result were kept playing in my mind. Felt so frustrated now.

Last night her mom called me and we talked quite a lot. No doubt she was defending her daughter. I told her that i don't want to care anymore and i hate to keep the unhappiness. She hope that we are good friends again. I just replied let everything goes naturally.

Photo shoot

2009-08-04T10:23:00.010+08:00

Make up model in Stella In

2009-08-03T11:13:00.006+08:00

MAke up practices in Stella In

Yesterday was really really tiring. The whole thing started at 10am and finished at 5pm. Jesyca and I was the model of the day. I carried the bridal's make up whereas Jes carried a fantasy's one. We all ( including the make up artist) did not manage to get a good breakfast before going so we had to starve for the whole day. All the bridals were asked to walk from 4th floor to the entrance of Gurney Plaza to the group photos. There are so many "cameraman" until we did not who we supposed to look at. (Actually the official photographers was only one, the others was the relatives of the models and shoppers in Gurney) After that we took some studio photos and had some body arts. The photos taken should be quite satisfying i suppose coz the photographers looked so pro.

Really like Jes' fantasy look.. so so attractive and beautiful

One thing really upset me was my left eye became very red when putting the make up. I think it because of the blusher went it to my eye and it was quite sensitive when i wear contact lenses. =( Everyone was asking "what happened to yr eye?", " My gosh, yr eye is very red.", " Are u in pain?". Now when i woke up tis morning the redness is no more. ( the eye drops is really wow and it costs me only RM5) After many times of the redness happened when i wear contact lenses, i think i should better consult to an eye specialist. I could not imagine if i cannot wear lenses during a photo shooting.

MagMyPic

2009-08-01T11:28:00.001+08:00

Create Fake Magazine Covers with your own picture at MagMyPic.com

Good morning everyone

2009-07-29T11:55:00.008+08:00

I am such a lazy worm that i left all my homeworks (tuition) to last minutes. If i had done it earlier, i probably is sleeping soundly now. Last night i was talking to a friend until 5 am or more accurately i was throwing all my long kept unhappiness to him. When i woke up this morning, i feel myself so childish that i cared for things which is so unnecessary. I should not have said that she copies me, but we share the same favourite things. Really hope this time she is sincere to me and put away all her weird attitudes.

There are stil some more photos i suppose. Really hope i can do better next time.

I made my blog private

2009-07-29T02:07:00.003+08:00

Not everyone can see my blog now. =P I can do and say whatever I want. Copycat is already kicked from watching and copying every single thing that i do. Honestly, i don't really mind being copied. But if the copier wants to criticize "what i am gonna do", then only do it after that...

to be cont.

A paper airplane

2009-07-27T17:16:00.004+08:00

Thanks to all the 7 photographers. You all are great. I really have fun with it.

More photos will be uploaded soon

4 in the morning

2009-07-22T04:04:00.005+08:00

lol... cute

A great teacher

2009-07-20T22:50:00.004+08:00

I know I am a great teacher, that's the most probable reason to explain that how u 're a good learner.

A few days of my precious holidays have already passed, I managed to get enough sleep, have fun, and do whatever I wished to do. This is the life i most wanted.

My best supper with the most convenient zip ~ bravo!

Though u r annoying but thanks for waking me up for every important morning.

The most recent movie that i had watched is "Harry Portter: the Half Blood Prince". During the show played, i asked my friend "where is the climax of the story exactly?" Honestly the show was quite disappointed. After watching the show, I was thinking will "Dumbledor" coming back in the Harry potter #7? like how it did happened in "the Lord of the Ring", that the "Gandalf" came back at the most nervous part. Too sad that the answer is a NO. He is not coming back.

To remember where i parked my car, i did this (i know its stupid)

A dilemma i suppose, that i have faced. I have no idea what is the best thing to do. To whether follow my feelings or to take care of the "outcome". The answer until now is still "don't know".
Maybe to you it was not so hard to say "no way and to protect yourself". ( I often able to say that straightly) but now.. it is a dilemma (like what i said)

Hmm.. maybe when i wake up tomorrow i have an answer for us.

Waking up early

2009-07-16T10:43:00.008+08:00

Today I woke up so early. I was planned get revenge on my sleeping tine due to my black eyes circle which caused by final exam. My doggie- carrie bark me up at 4 in the morning. I had no idea what she wanted. Put her in the toilet thought that she wants to pee but no, give her water to drink still no. At last i gave up and left her in my room walking around because i was too sleepy. In the end when i woke up in the morning, i saw her pee and shit on the floor. Omg. it is my own fault because i did not open the toilet door for her. =P.

Two weeks ago, my doggie- carrie gave birth to four puppies and they are so cute until i hugged them and kissed them non-stop. lol ( If you wished see their newly born photos, you can kindly ask from me. I will send the photos tru email to you)

See how cruel i am, she was so scared and struggle like I am gonna bully her or what.

My cuttie Carrie

It is He..

Randomly captured photo - Venue: Amely's room

My cousin- Germaine ( she's cute, isn't it?)

A present from dad when i was 1 1 yr old

A present from Ven and Fern at 16

DIY

The key chain collection.

Mirror in the wash room. *blush

okay.. enough for now.. =) SEe you soon.